I didn't write this

Does this thing work?

Currently Listening Take This to Your Grave By Fall Out Boy The Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes see related

Take this to your grave, and I'll take it to mine.

A new entry! Woohoo! Lemme try to make this short.

My life is fine right now. More than fine, maybe. I really want a license. And a car.

You know, it sometimes worries me. Maybe it's just a phase, but damnit I wish I was 18 already. It's not what you think! I really just want my independence. When I was younger, I always looked down on those girls who wanted to grow up so fast. But now I worry maybe I'm turning into one of them. But, I mean, can you blame me?! WTF is the perks of being a 15 year old?! There are none! I'm at that stage where the things I want to do are out of my reach, and it sucks. You know how parents always say "Enjoy being young, these are the best times of your life..."? Well, sure, not having to pay bills is fun & all. But what else is there? Besides not having to take financial responsibility, being a teenager SUCKS.

Right now, I really love some things I have. I wish it could stay the same, just fast forward through the boring parts.

Also, I realized I wish for so many things. Maybe I'm unappreciative :/ Actually, I pretty much am. When did I become such a shitty person?!

M'kay..

So, as I predicted, I practically abandoned this thing. BUT! I always updated the music lyrics! I finally changed my layout, though, so I don't have that anymore.

Anyways...

WOW. So much has happened. Sorry you missed it Xanga :[

I'm not gonna recap all my summer. But I'll just say that...it was an okay summer, never went anywhere, did a lot of procrastinating... I bought myself a good straightener! Cost me $100 but it was worth it. Paul Mitchell FTW. I finally posted on FOBR boards. Totally addictive. Kinda scary...but I love that place. I went to HCT, it was hella fun&crazy. Almost dehydrated. I was introduced into a LOT of music over this summer. My iPod is now stock-full of a bunch of music I don't really listen to... But there are a couple of bands that have caught my attention and I'm very much enjoying: 1997, Mayday Parade, Flyleaf, The Academy Is..., The Fratellis, MuteMath, The Matches... But I'm just beginning to get into them.

Okay, so that's pretty much my summer. Heat&internet. Yep. Niiiice.

But school started, and I was doing horrible. But I'm starting to get my act together. I signed up for OCK. Yay. I wanna go the the Long Beach date for YWT. Crystal working on convincing her mom ;] It should be a blast! CIWWAF is one of my favorites, PWT's are pretty good, and GCH are okay. EEEK! I wanna win M&G or EE!!

Okay, so enough talking to myself. Well, actually, this blog is about me so whatever.

Alright, so currently, my social life is pretty boring. I'm supposed to be living life as SANTI! But I'm such a gutless coward! Geez, I need to get help or something. Gahhh.

And things have been pretty chaotic. School&home, I mean. But my social life is pretty much dead. Tsk, tsk... I make myself wanna slap a hoe.

I need to get a camera. To start my hair blog, LOL. Blog about hair. Pretty hair. Cuz I like pretty hair :D

RANT:

How could people be stupid enough to get in the care with a driver in a drunken rage?! Anyone with common sense would see the danger in that. They need to teach that at school starting in kindergarten. Some little kids are such fucktards.

Why do the police put people on hold?! Are they just waiting for the line to be cut off? Are they waiting for screaming?? WTF POLICE?! And we don't need your sarcasm&attitude, kay?! The police are supposed to be serving us.

Damn, the world is fucked up. And that's just from the little of it I've actually seen.

Humans are so ignorant.