Currently Listening Take This to Your Grave By Fall Out Boy The Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes see related

A new entry! Woohoo! Lemme try to make this short.

My life is fine right now. More than fine, maybe. I really want a license. And a car.

You know, it sometimes worries me. Maybe it's just a phase, but damnit I wish I was 18 already. It's not what you think! I really just want my independence. When I was younger, I always looked down on those girls who wanted to grow up so fast. But now I worry maybe I'm turning into one of them. But, I mean, can you blame me?! WTF is the perks of being a 15 year old?! There are none! I'm at that stage where the things I want to do are out of my reach, and it sucks. You know how parents always say "Enjoy being young, these are the best times of your life..."? Well, sure, not having to pay bills is fun & all. But what else is there? Besides not having to take financial responsibility, being a teenager SUCKS.

Right now, I really love some things I have. I wish it could stay the same, just fast forward through the boring parts.

Also, I realized I wish for so many things. Maybe I'm unappreciative :/ Actually, I pretty much am. When did I become such a shitty person?!